Feel a bit low currently.
Been feeling crappy all day, after writing previous post I had a lie down, watched a film and then managed to screw phone up by playing with teh Clock voltages. So now have wiped that, and reinstalling everything.
My father recently called. My Grandfather passed away today. :( Feel very guilty as I planned to speak to them over the Christmas holiday but never got round to it.
My usual solace would be to speak to N. But she doesn't want to know me today. :(
not sure what else to put. My grandfather lived near to where she is now. This may get awkward.